So Let’s Hold Hands And Listen To Shitty Bands

Lalala. I should be watching ‘Babel’ for my International Media Management ICA but I don’t feel like it. So I’m just lying on my bed, listening to beautiful songs from Keane, Rob Thomas, James Morrison, etc. They are so soothing, I just close my eyes and feel the music. Sigh, I wish we could just lay together and listen to music, without a care in the world. 

Oh yay, it’s raining. Damn, why did I open my balcony window, now my room’s wet. I love rain. Rain is beautiful. Dark, windy, gloomy and wet. It’s just so fucking beautiful, I could sit here and stare out of the window at the rain and the world passing by all day long.

Sigh, I got so much I want to say, so many insecurities, so many doubts, so many fears, but at the same time so much hope and love for you as well. I just don’t know how to put my feelings into words. Sigh.. It tears me apart inside.

I’ve put the past behind me. It’s just the present and you now, and I’m just hanging by a moment here with you. The future is blurry and uncertain, I’m so damn scared of it, yet I’m also looking foward to it. Cuz I’ve got fear, but I’ve got hope as well. Why do they always come in twos? Haha. Sighhh.

It’s raining heavier than ever now.

 

How I wish you could see the potential, the potential of you and me
It’s like a book elegantly bound, but in a language that you can’t read - just yet
You gotta spend some time–love, you gotta spend some time with me
And I know that you’ll find–love, I will possess your heart

There are days when outside your window, I see my reflection as I slowly pass
And I long for this mirrored perspective, when we’ll be lovers, lovers at last
You gotta spend some time–love, you gotta spend some time with me
And I know that you’ll find–love, I will possess your heart

 

Haha I don’t mean this song in a vietnamese stalker-ish way. I mean it in a spe shuhhh way, spe shuhhh girl. Love (:

~ by myguitarisblackpanty on July 19, 2008.