Forget December
On Christmas morning
Outside it was pouring
All was hopeless in this home
And no one speaking
No one creeping
To see if she was on the phone
And you were quiet
This routine riot is all but practical to me
And if we see it why can’t we be it?
Can we let each other be?
I thought I had left it all behind, but it turns out I was wrong. The past comes back and finds you just when you least expect it to. In the past I had wished and hoped with all my heart that I would bump into you, while my heart was slowly dying, but fate was not so kind. Fate had other ideas.
The past is always with you
-Nick Gardner
After more than two long years, when you had faded from my memory and completely filtered out of my life, fate let me bump into you again. I had such a heavy heart when I saw you again. It was like all the heartache that I had left behind with the past, the memories of you, all came back to me, and didn’t want to go away. But it looks like I never meant much to you, just like more than two years ago. I can’t seem to believe you cared for me once. After such a long period, you had erased me completely from your life and left me with nothing, just like you did two years ago. But no, this time I’m not left with nothing. I have already found my one true love who I wouldn’t leave for anyone else, who loves me more than you ever did, more than anyone ever will. And so, even though the past is always with me, I will leave you behind for good. I hope our lives do not cross paths again. Adieu.
From throat and eyes came winter and reasons
I’m told to carry on
Sad overwhelms my senses drown oh I feel dependent
The feeling that you weren’t honestly gone
I can’t shake it…
We count the days left, 23
And all I know
Honestly, could I be protected
With you suddenly gone
The feeling that you werent honestly gone
I can’t shake it…
Make the same mistake twice
Burst of red and green all over me
Brings the things that she’ll love
I should let it fold over
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