(EVERYONE, except Rachel, is allowed to read this!)

MY GIRLFRIEND’S BIRTHDAY IS COMING UP AND I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO GET FOR HER! HELP! ANY IDEAS? DROP YOUR SUGGESTIONS IN MY COMMENTS! Thank you (:

“I’m gonna thoroughly appreciate every single moment I get to spend with you and hold tightly onto every memory of you… I’ll never let you go, I swear, even if I become so torn up and lost at the end of this… I love you so much. Feels like these words aren’t said enough, even though they are said so often. No one knows how much you mean to me. I hope know all our efforts and promises won’t be thrown away so easily and end up wasted and empty. This is right, so right. Don’t you ever doubt or stop believing in this

Why is it so difficult to be fully assured? 

I’m so afraid of being alone and of the future. I just want to make it out in one piece with you. “ 

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My sentiments exactly. You’ve written what I’ve found so difficult to put into words, my love. I find it difficult to be fully assured too, I’m afraid of being alone and the future too. Thanks for writing it, I think I feel more assured after reading it. BUT DON’T BLOG PAST MIDNIGHT ON WEEKDAYS ANYMORE! Think of Maclalala pweaseeeeeeeee, don’t make things any harder ):

I don’t want you to become torn up or lost at the end of this.. If you do, it will absolutely kill me ): You have to stay strong, cuz you know it will be worth it in the end. And even if you do become torn up or lost at the end, I swear I will fix you back with bootack and with all the love in my heart, and I will help you find your way again. I’ll stand by you. Don’t be afraid of being alone. When one fine thick day comes, you will never ever be alone again. But even now, whenever you need me, just call me and I’ll be there for you. I’m by your side; I’m here. I’ll do whatever it takes. I know it’s hard to be fully assured, cuz we can hardly get to see each other, but deep inside you know what we have is true, we’re never gonna give this up cuz it’s the spe shuhhhhhhhhlest thing ever, my spe shuhhhhlest girl. It’s something we have fought so hard for, something we have been thru so much heartache, anguish and sorrow for. We will never stop believing in this.

I love you so much too. We’ll make it out. Together. And when we do, it’s gonna be beautiful.

See Rachel, I’m not the only one who hugs like that!

Oh well, one fine thick day, we’ll be able to hug each other and never ever let go. Forever (:

Good evening, blogosphere. So here I am, new blog, same feelings.

I still believe my feelings
But sometimes I feel too much
I make believe you’re close to me
But it ain’t close enough
Not nearly close enough..

Love is enough. Love is always enough. You just got to believe. You just got to have faith. But I’m getting tired. This is my final call to arms. So, give me a chance, just give me a chance..

Can’t you just believe?