(EVERYONE, except Rachel, is allowed to read this!)

MY GIRLFRIEND’S BIRTHDAY IS COMING UP AND I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO GET FOR HER! HELP! ANY IDEAS? DROP YOUR SUGGESTIONS IN MY COMMENTS! Thank you (:

Hmmm have you ever felt like you have so many emotions and thoughts buried deep inside you and you’re dying to let them out, but you can’t cuz they just aren’t strong enough for you to express them. And it drives you crazy cuz there are so many mild emotions all at once and your thoughts go into overdrive. It’s times like these I feel like headbanging my nice head off.

Fucked up feeling. Sucks innit?

Sodding effing hell. I can almost never get any blogging done nowadays. My mind just drifts off to another topic when I’m blogging about one topic. And then I can’t complete on blogging what I was blogging about, which results in me closing the page and the post never getting posted, and I end up feeling quite worse than before I opened the page to blog. I hate it when that happens.

Bloody hell. Maybe I should just blog randomly about what’s on my mind. Hey, that could work!

Okay so anyways. I hate the motherfuckers who write like fucking faggot ah bengs and ah lians on their blogs. Go fuck a dog. But hey, if you’re nice I’ll forgive you. If you’re like one of those shit faced ah bengs who walk with a swagger and try to solve everything by threatening to fight, go fuck a dog, and your mother, and Chris Crocker.

Hi Delly! I hope you are reading this. Sonofabitches ah bengs are just not worth it. Look for a nice guy like blobby okay? (: Haha i’m sure you’ll find someone better than that bastard.

Next on the agenda. My throat has been hurting on and off for a couple of weeks. It’s not like a sore throat. It’s a different kinda pain. ARRRGHHHH. Whatthefuck is going on?!

God, I miss spe shuhhhhhlest girl so much. Sigh, I hope nothing goes wrong tomorrow. When things get so difficult I ask so many questions of myself. Haha but then I know you’re perfect for me. You’re so right for me. When we love, we have to toss common sense and logic aside. And to live is like to love – all reason without it, and all healthy instinct for it.

And what’s life like without love? Life without love is like a tree without blossoms or fruit. Love is what makes life worthwhile. We just can’t stop loving or wanting to love because when its right it’s the best thing in the world. When you’re in a relationship and its good, even if nothing else in your life is right, you feel like your whole world is complete. This is because the consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and a richness to life that nothing else can bring. So I know we’re never gonna give up believing in this, no matter what. I love you so damn much, Rachel.

I’ve got so much more to blog about, so many more thoughts. But my mind’s more cleared up now. Yay. So I guess I’ll end here, wouldn’t wanna drown you with my endless thoughts. Haha.

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Okay I’m back. Since spe shuhhhhhlest girl urged me to blog some moreeeee. Hmmm. Jealousy, envy, and insecurity. Jealousy is a real fucker; it is feeling that can completely consume you and makes you have some unreasonable thoughts. Why is it I succumb to these feelings so easily? I’m envious of the lucky ones out there who are able to spend time so often with their sweethearts. I’m envious of how the sports stars and rock stars are adored by millions and I’m evious of the millions that the rich and famous own.

I am especially jealous of him disturbing you every bloody school day. I feel insecure cuz I don’t like the fact that he keeps doing that. ARGH I fucking hate this feeling, I hate it when my jealousy gets the better of me. Why do I feel insecure? Oh just fuck me. This is stupid and I’m feeling worse. I shall stop. Sorry spe shuhhhlest girl. Sigh.. Ciao.

Life and love, fucking hell.

I wanna know if I could be, someone to turn to that could never hurt you.. 

I shouldn’t be blogging. I’ve got a fuck load of school projects to complete. LOADSSSS! ARGHHHH. I fucking hate projects. Fucking exams are round the corner too. Blearhhhhhuggggghhhhh. There’s no bloody respite. So many bollocking modules that none of us are interested in. I shan’t bother going into detail, it would just make me feel more @#$%^%^&&%$#.

Fuck it, here I am blogging anyways. I think maybe I need to unload my thoughts first, clear them out of my head before I can start on my work, cuz I don’t feel like doing anything now.

- I love spe shuhhh girl.

- Oh well oh well. Damn, I get so jealous. I get jealous of how he can see you everyday when the last time I saw you was so many months ago. Haha, I know, stupid reason to get jealous. But the feeling really really sucks though. Sigh.. Damn it. 

- I miss jamming. I miss guitar, I miss bass, I miss singing, I miss rocking out. I need to let my emotions out through music ):

- Oh yeah, please stop counting down the number of assignments and deadlines and how many days are left till our exams. It does no one any good and just stresses the FUCK out of everyone. Yeah.

- I fucking hate the bengs and lians who speak singlish so motherfucking loud in buses and blast their shit chinese/R and B music on their handphones. Die die DIEEEEEE!

- The weather’s been really nice and cooling the past few days. Why can’t it be like that everyday?

- This period of the year always seems to suck. I guess it’s cuz the semester is ending and we got so many bloody project deadlines due and exams are always round the corner and there’s no EPL to watch on teeveee ):

- I don’t want to cut my hair.

- I love spe shuhhh girl. 

We got a little world of our own
I’ll tell you things that no one else knows
I let you in where no-one else goes
What am I doing without you?

Okay, I shan’t blog anymore. I feel so wonky. Gotta start on my motherfucking projects. Ciao.

I swear, ah beng and ah lians are the epitome of worthless motherfuckers. They are just so fucked up they are like a different disgusting species all together because so many people can’t stand just the fucking sight of them.

Remember to cleanse your soul after hearing any ah beng or ah lian crap. Pray to whatever god you believe in to forgive you for having heard them that and hopefully, also ask god to send all of the ah beng and ah lians to a remote planet and BLOW THE WHOLE FUCKING PLANET UP ALONG WITH ALL THE BENGS AND LIANS. PLEASE GOD, IF THERE’S A GOD, HEAR OUR PRAYERS!

Excerpt from someone’s blog: i want to go to Singfest. the only problem is that im probably not willing to pay for the amount that theyre asking. GRRRRR… why cant they bring in someone good. like chris brown or rihanna or beyonce or miley cyrus or fergie or…. ………THE JONAS BROTHERS…..!!!! 

Whattherfuck?! You want to know why? Cuz if the organizers got them to come down, then no one would go to Singfest. Probably a couple of hardcore haters who would go there just to try assassinate Miley Cyrus or The Jonas Brothers. Chris Brown, Rihanna, Beyonce? Oh puh leaseeeee, we all know R and B is shit and they always get boo-ed bottled at music festivals. Fucking talentless retards.

Miley Cyrus looks so hot here.

Ta ta for now peeps!