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HELP!

Thomson ❤ Rachel — Tue, 07 Apr 2009 08:01:01 +0000

(EVERYONE, except Rachel, is allowed to read this!)

MY GIRLFRIEND’S BIRTHDAY IS COMING UP AND I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO GET FOR HER! HELP! ANY IDEAS? DROP YOUR SUGGESTIONS IN MY COMMENTS! Thank you (:

Trois Mois

Thomson ❤ Rachel — Sat, 29 Nov 2008 11:53:24 +0000

Three months and I’m still breathing
Been a long road since those hands
Three months and I’m still standing here
Three months yeah, three months are hard
Three months and I still remember it
Three months I wake up

Thank you so much for the super sweet drawing Rachel. I love you so much (:

I used to think it was stupid for people who celebrate monthly anniversaries of their relationships. After all anniversary means yearly. But hey now I see there’s nothing wrong in marking the occasion, especially when we can hardly see each other. We shall call it monthiversary!

True love is so difficult to explain but you just know it is true love when it doesn’t just fill up your heart, but it overflows into your whole body and soul. And I want to give all of my heart and soul to you, Rachel. We both know we will never ever part, beacause true love never dies. People can scoff at us, laugh at us for saying this now, but to hell with what they think. They’ll never ever know and ever experience true love. That’s because they are too fucking materialistic and fake. Love looks not with the eyes, but the mind, and it is the most beautiful thing in this sad and sick world that we live in. I pity all you effing materialistc and fake people and it is too bad you’ll never ever experience the true happiness that comes with true love.

To my spe shuhhhlest princess, we have not had it easy and no one really knows how difficult it is for us. No one will ever comprehend just how deeply in love we are and what we have been through. We deserve true love unlike those who don’t appreciate it and undermine love.

You’re my one and only true love, Rachel, and I love you always and forever. I can’t wait to spend the rest of my life with you too, and have a Madison Grey (:

So from me to you, Happy 3rd Monthiversary, Rachel (:

Life Less Frightening

Thomson ❤ Rachel — Mon, 10 Nov 2008 15:45:33 +0000

Suffering from something we’re not sure of
In a world there is no cure for
These lives we live test negative for happiness
Flat line, no pulse, but eyes open
Single file like soldiers on a mission
If theres no war outside our heads
Why are we losing?

More often than not in life, we complain.

How is it fair that I love you more than they all will ever love you and yet, I can’t see you everyday like they can?

How is it fair that a kid who has a whole life ahead of him/her can be struck down with a terminal illness out of the blue?

How is it fair that I am born to relatively well off parents in Singapore, while millions of others are born in Arica where there’s famine and poverty and diseases and many of them don’t even live as old as me?

How is it fair that I have to waste two years of my life in NS? How is it fair.. How is it fair.. I could go on for hours.

It’s not like we don’t know it, life is UNFAIR. We just have to learn to deal with it. It is a fact we will never ever change.

Hmmmm sometimes we really have to put things into perspective. We always moan (teehee, moan!) and groan about how unlucky we are and how life sucks, but have we really thought about how there are more unlucky people in this world we live in? Humans are like that innit? We always don’t appreciate what we have and always want more.

What is it like to live in chronic pain for your entire life? Kurt Cobain, is that why you ended you life? Is that why you resorted to drugs? Even the rock gods die. I feel your pain too, I know how it feels, the discomfort, the pain, the frustration. I feel for you Mr Cobain. Damn, I better go get checked up soon.

You never know when how long you’re got left to live. Life’s so damn unpredicatable. I’ve already lost two friends, both only in their teens. How saddening is that? They are the reason why there is always a flower in my Windows Live Messenger Display Name, to remember them, and we should all thank our lucky stars we are alive and well with no major disability.

Instead of complaining all the time, we should learn to appreciate what we have now, and do with what we have. We’ll never know what will happen tommorrow, or the day after next. Anything could happen and we wouldn’t be able to change that. So Carpe Diem! Seize the day, and make the best of your life and follow your bliss.

Rachel, I’m gonna appreciate every single moment I spend with you. We shall not worry our lives away. These small hours, these little wonders, still remain (:

I love you so so sohh much my spe shuhhhhhlest princess.

You, Soft And Only You, You’re Just Like Heaven

Thomson ❤ Rachel — Thu, 23 Oct 2008 11:34:36 +0000

Spinning on that dizzy edge I kissed her face and kissed her lips, and dreamed of all the different ways I had to make her glow.

They say a picture speaks a thousand words. Mine speaks more like a godzillian chwelvillion words (:

What a day. It started off really bad. Horrible really. Got up real early to go meet my spe shuhhhhhhlest girl but waited for an eternity for the bus to come. There are only three bus services at the bus stop I was at, and SEVEN buses came and went before my bus service came. By then I was already a worried nervous wreck.

Imagine my exasperation when I got on the damn bus and it was moving at an average speed of like ten effing kilometers per hour. I knew I wasn’t going to make it at this rate. So I got down at Ang Mo Kio and decided to take a cab. And I was running around like a mad chicken desperately searching for a cab. At that point of time I was so bloody anxious I had bitten most of my wonky fingers off.

I finally hailed a cab and relaxed a bit but horror of horrors! There was a heavy jam for many many miles due to an accident! I swear I was like @#$%^$#@$$ inside and my heart sank and I just wanted to get out of the cab and run all the way to Holland V. Haha but of course that would take longer, but I was so anxious in the cab I couldn’t sit still. So yeah, I was lateeeee. Good thing my spe shuhhhhlest girl is understanding (:

So then I met Rachel, my spe shuhhhhlest girl, and had the best time of my life. I have never been happier. After we parted, I was still dead happy, but that began to wear off as my mind became fuzzed up due to the crazy amount of emotions I had been thru. Also I was tired and faint due to Iack of sleep and food. Haha. I swear love is like the ultimate adrenaline, it gives you strength even if you’re as dead as a log or as sick as a dog.

After that I came home, had lunch and didn’t want to shower cuz I didn’t want to wash Rachel’s nice scent off me, as weird as that sounds, but I’m weird (: In the end, I did shower though and then tried to take a nap but couldn’t sleep cuz I kept replaying in my mind everything that had happened today, and was worried for your exams. I miss you already.

Thank you for today, spe shuhhhhlest girl.

I love you always and forever, Rachel.

(Yes I know I keep saying it here on my blog, but I really mean it with all my heart. You mean the world to me, my spe shuhhhhlest dearest girl)

Slip Inside The Eye Of Your Mind

Thomson ❤ Rachel — Sun, 19 Oct 2008 19:08:01 +0000

Good early morning. Haven’t blogged in quite a while innit. I’m tired, but I can’t sleep. So I shall blog about what I’ve been doing till the wee hours of this Monday morning.

I don’t know what compelled me to do it. I’ve just been dead curious to find out more about him ever since I knew of your past with him. Well well well, after much trouble and quite some time, I finally found him. Damn, I’m so good at finding and researching for things, info and people on the internet. I’m so good, I can that I can find anything and anyone in cyberspace. Haha I’m so good that many a times I feel like a cyber stalker. Oh well, anyways, I wished I had not found him. It just left me feeling, weird. Haha. Bollocks! I should have just left it alone, but I had to be curious innit? Couldn’t help it, it’s in my chicken nature.

You Are a Chicken

You are a naturally curious and inquisitive being. You are often poking your nose where it doesn’t belong!
Collecting nuggets of knowledge is important to you. You enjoy knowing everything you can. You are very independent and strong willed. You don’t like to be bossed around, and you do as you please.
You are quite determined and able to take on challenges. You will “peck away” at a problem until it’s gone.

What Animal Are You?

There! Prove of my curious and inquisitive being. Yes, in case you didn’t know, I’m a chicken! Crazehhhhh.

Hmmm, I don’t even know my purpose about finding out more about him, or maybe I do, but I haven’t really fulfilled that purpose, so I guess I feel weird.

I’m sorry raccoon, I should have left the past behind. My stupid curious chicken nature got the better of me. I know you love me, and I love you too. Soh soh soh much (:

Okayyyyyy, I think I’m tired and I’ll go to sleep now. But before I go, I want to again say to my spe shuhhhhhhlest girl that I’m very thankful and grateful for her and I love her so much (: And I have to say this or I won’t be able to sleep. I wanna say this a million times a day, no make that a CHWELVILLION times a day.

I LOVE YOU, RACHEL

(Damn, I wish I could type your full name, but the circumstances restricts me.)

I love you always and forever and ever, my princess.

I swear, I love you so much more than I can say.

And I don’t care how cheesy or mushy it sounds, anyone who doesn’t like it can go to hell or just close this window cuz they don’t know what we’ve been through and have to go through. I love you with all my heart Rachel, and you’re the one and only one for me. And a lot of people think the word “love” has been overused and lost its meaning, but I assure you I am not guilty of it cuz this love I have for Rachel is so true. And if you don’t believe it, go shag yourself because you never have and will never know love.